23012012

Spending my chinese new year in Penang :)

I had fun though. Just me, my sister Maisarah and Ayesha, my aunt and uncle and also lil Ian. I bough two neclace which is my name and haikal engraved in chinese. So pretty. You should buy one if you're in Penang someday. It is situated near Holiday In.

 I wanted to ride those para-sailing but Im scared of height. Im sure one day Im going to ride it with Haikal which is better. The holiday was perfect until I got my period. A pain in the arse I tell you. Well nevermind. All is good mate. I hope you enjoyed your weekend.

Good day!

16012012

ENOUGH SAID!

15012012

Why can't people mind their own business? Why must they meddle in and ruin everything? Do you like seeing other people's happiness come crashing down? What the fuck man. Stay the hell out of my life!

16112011

To those who's been asking me questions like "Oh are you going to London?". The answer in no because my parents is so poor they can't afford to send me there and so I have to apply for a loan. Apparently MARA doesn't provide for those who want to continue for paper F but only for paper P.

Plus if you want to apply an offer letter, you must have an exemption letter. That exemption letter are available once you are an ACCA student so that you wont have to pay that extra paper. Since I'm still a CAT student I can't apply for the offer letter thus I still can't apply for the loan. Comprende?

And since even loan can't support my studies in London, I decide to not continue my studies there also afraid that I have to bear that much of loan cause you know I'm poor right? Yeah that basically answers all your questions and more.

12112011

I'm going to have a sewing room like this one day. But first I need to go to their classes which I kept on forgetting. Damn it!

01102011

Let's see. I have more bad news. Looks like I have to add another two paper in this semester which means the paper that usually takes up about six months to finish is now up to two month. What the hell? 

But I guess there's a reason to what has happened. We can only plan and God arranges everything. What I can say for now is go with the flow nigga and hope there's no more surprises in the future.

Oh and not to forget HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear sweetheart. Love you always and forever InsyaAllah.

16092011

Well here's a bad news guys. I may not be going to London next year. I'm going to finish my CAT first and take the next intake which is in June 2012. Hopefully by then everything will go smoothly.

Sadly my boyfriend is going first and I may not be seeing him for the next six month. I'm going to miss him though. So in order to fill up my time I plan on taking the sewing classes once a week and expand my cupcakes business. Also I'm going to help my aunt with her catering business.

Anyway I'm loving my paper 5 lecturer which is Puan Rose. To me she's the coolest lecturer ever. Hehe. Oh and I miss my ex roommate LAILA. We had a huge fight last year and she still wont forgive me. Hope she forgives me soon cause I have having bad dreams about her. Sigh.

08092011

07092011

When two people are in love with each other but are too shy to admit it, although they still show it.

06092011

There are songs that make us want to dance. Songs that make us want to sing along. But the best songs are the ones that bring you back to the moment you first heard them.

05092011

The Kaplan Agent are so stupid. The last time I came there, they told me in order to get an offer letter I must have a passport, CAT results and IELTS results. Now I have all of them but then when my boyfriend came over there to register they said he must have the exemption letter. Say what?

I mean you could have told us earlier dumb ass. I could have done it sooner. Now everything will fall aback. Shit laa. Sigh.

30082011

Today marks the first day of Hari Raya Festive and so I would like to wish all the muslims out there

 Selamat Hari Raya Adil Fitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)

21082011

IELTS is done bro! Satisfied!

20082011

Lauren Conrad's tie dye hair with four colour. Soft pink, bright pink, soft blue and bright blue.

19082011

So many things to study with so little time. HELP!

18082011

Speaking is so hard. I mean I can write because it gives me time to think but speaking gives you little time to think. Plus I was so nervous yesterday. My mind was blank. Thank god the examiner asked me simple question. Oh and Haikal did better than me. Say what?

17082011

Tomorrow is my IELTS test for speaking. Wish me luck.

16082011

Call me old fashioned cause I don't follow all these latest trends. I just know how to bake and sew. That's how I roll nigga and I'm happy.

12072011

My dear friend Sarah just went to US to further her studies. Man I miss her already. Can't believe she left me here in Malaysia. Oh well she said that once Hanif is going to London maybe she can visit me there. That is if only I'm accepted to go there. Sigh. Please god I need this.

29072011

"Someone once said that death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside of us while we live." 

22072011

AWESOME!!!

20072011

Every time I saw someone wearing heels it kills me inside knowing that I won't be able to wear them due to my 6 foot height. ARGH! Plus my friends are all shorter than me and my boyfriend is the same height as mine. Damn!

19072011

I'm always loving the native/south-western look. So gorgeous isn't it?

18072011

This is what I'll be wearing if I get to study in London. :) Pray for me that MARA would approve my loan. AMIN!

13072011

MATT BLACK 

So nice :D

12072011

I personally love this girl. To me she's like the coolest person on earth. Follow her at her blog Rysa The Sheandroid.

11072011

Today was amazing. I get to meet the arsenal players and had a few of their autographs at Saujana Hotel with Haikal and a few friends. After that followed them to the stadium and watch their private training. Plus, we were the only people there. Can you believe that? No one else knew.

We were not supposed to be there but lucky us we were able to get through. It's like god was on our side. Alhamdulillah. Haikal is a big fan so he was ecstatic. Me on the other hand can't wait to go somewhere and eat cause I was so hungry.

Later the guards chase us out but we didn't mind. Hey at least we get to be there right? Am I a lucky bitch or what? Teehee.

08072011

Hey guys look what i found on shopping roll. It's lip balm for chocolate lovers :) And yess I bought one. I bought the Hershey's milk duds. Believe me it's a must buy item or you'll regret it so check it out!

And for more info about this delightful creation please click on the link below ;

http://shoppingroll.blogspot.com/2011/07/product-review-big-fan-of-hersheys.html

04072011

LOVE come unexpectedly, accidentally and most of all naturally. So don't go look for your soul mate. They come looking for you.

I love you so much Muhammad Haikal. More and more each day. I am so grateful that you are mine. MUAH!

01 12 2010

I think I have A.D.D. Haha. I tend to get distracted most of the times and I often change topics while chatting about other stuff.. Some people said I'm random but I think I have this kind of disorder. Well who knows right?

15 11 2010

To : Wan Sarah Wan Rusli

Happy birthday sexy. Thanks for always being there for me through thick and thin. Always been honest and loyal. I love you till death and wish you the best. I love you.

:*

14 11 2010

Currently loving this song from the movie "Scott Pilgrim vs. the world". It is originally from metric and this song called black sheep.

02 11 2010

I don't understand why certain people hate when others said something about them which are something to be considered as the truth but they also did the same thing and worst. Maybe they just can't handle the truth you know.

Some advice to those people, look at yourself in the mirror first then you can say about others. Also consider about what people say about you. Maybe what they say is the truth and you just have to accept the fact.

I know I'm not an angel myself but at least I have the courtesy to know what I did and I'm sorry for what I did. I apologized. It's up to them to forgive or not. I have learnt my lesson.

And whats with the thing with "Hey dude I miss you, call me anytime and we hang out okay?". Yeah bullshit okay. Don't do that if you don't like me and just saying it just because.

Bitches are just so hard to handle nowadays. Sigh

30 10 2010

Some people just can't tell the difference between a judgement and a comment.

21 10 2010

In this life i learnt that you can trust no one. To me i only trust certain people. The most person i trust is Haikal. 

Although sometimes, I've said certain things that i don't mean it. I only said it as a joke which certain people got offended by it. To those people I have offended, I'm sorry.

Also when I'm mad at that person, I don't tend to tell him/her right away. Instead I would go to other people and talk behind her back. To that person too, I'm sorry. 

From now on I will try to change myself for the better. I hope in this way people will forgive me. Again, I'm sorry guys.

01 10 2010

To : Muhammad Haikal Sohimin

Happy birthday sayang. I will always love you till death do us part. Always and forever. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.

p/s : I love you

28 08 2010

I wished to open my own coffee shop like this where people can just chill and hang out. Also with reasonable prices. I'm not looking for profits. It's what our intention that's what makes it. Right? :)

05 07 2010

It's been ages since i last wrote. There's not much I can say only that I'm living in a hostel now. I thought this place sucks but turns out it's quite okay. Got some cool room mates living in.

I don't know if I can write often because I don't have any computer or laptop now. Have to wait till my dad got his EPF which is not that much. What I can do now is borrowing others first. Well that's all for today. Hope I can wrote soon.

02 05 2010

By looking at all the pictures of friends being in college makes me wonder will i get to have fun like them? I mean I will be going to UiTM which is not so fancy as all the private colleges but I think it has the best education for me plus I get to be with the one I love.

Maybe now I don't get to have fun much but sooner or later I will. So I have to be patient until I graduate when I'm 21. Hopefully.

I just hope the won't forget me and all the times we shared.

01 05 2010

To me yesterday was one of the best day I had. ♥

30 04 2010

CHERRY RED

29 04 2010

One of the things I want to achieve in life is to make my parents proud. The only gift that I can afford is my education. And so I did. I gave them my best results in my SPM. They were so proud and happy.

After I got an offer to enter a university, they became more proud. They said I gave them joy of what I achieved. All I can say now is that thanks to Allah my dreams are fulfilled but not fully. I still have a log road and steps that I have to climb.

Hopefully god will be there for me till the end. Amin.

28 04 2010

Today was my interview day at UiTM. At first I thought I had to go for an interview. Turns out I only have to go for their briefing which was a relief. Haikal was there too. :)

Oh not to forget that I bumped into Laila an old friend of mine. We used to be classmates and now maybe she's going to join me in UiTM. Well thank god because at least I have a friend.

After the briefing, I had to just register my name for confirmation and the intake is in July. So UiTM here I come.

23 04 2010

Yesterday while I was hanging out with Alia, I received a text from UITM asking me to check my application status for CAT. So right after I went back I quickly asked my dad to go to the cyber cafe since I have no Internet at home.

Printed out the letter and felt so relieved because I used to wonder that everyone has gone to college and I was left behind. Now that I got this interview which is next Wednesday I felt so happy and so was my mom. Then she said after this I can look for a job.

And so I did just now. At first I want to accompany Syakiera for her job interview. Then she said lets try our luck at Guess. I asked for the application form for Syakiera but just for trying my luck I applied too. He said whether can we start at any time? We said yes so now we're just waiting for their call.

I mean at first I was so anxious and all but now things just got better. Lucky for me I guess.

22 04 2010

I am learning on how to make fruit tarts since Haikal likes it so much. He did ask Haziq's girlfriend to make it for him. Rather than other people to make it for him might as well I do it for him. But I don't know if mine would turn out as good as Nina's.

Well it couldn't harm to try right?

21 04 2010

Yeah fuck you dude.

There is certain guys out there that I'm banning myself from saying hi to them because of that certain reasons. I didn't know that guys also gossips man. Well glad now that I know of it.

17 04 2010

I'm trying to change the way I dress nowadays. Maybe because I'm afraid of what my boyfriend's mom would feel towards me. But at the same time, I'm afraid that I'm changing it for someone else and not for god who I was supposed to.

Maybe being afraid of what she thinks about me is a step of changing my own self. For the better of both world. What bugs me is that it is hard to find descent clothes now. It is either ugly or too expensive. And I can't afford to buy expensive clothes. I need to save money for something else too.

Life is hard but maybe if I pray hard enough it will turn out easy for me. If god wills it.

09 04 2010

The female doesn't want to be skinny anymore people. They want to have the curve which are in style right now. So go to the nearest mamak or restaurant and get some food and build up those curves ladies.

The male digs for it right now. They want to see all the bumps on your body. The boops the butt. Skinny people looks like sticks walking around the earth which looks disturbing sometimes so make sure we do not suffer by your skinniness. 

Although I want to lose some weight. Ehehh.

;)

08 04 2010

To : Ungku Murhamah Shereen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE!

You know I love you and I will always be there for you always.

♥

07 04 2010

It is so frustrating if you can't even go out with your aunt because she had a fight with your mom. So whenever I want to go out with my aunt, I have to lie to my mom saying that I'm sleeping over at a friends place.

My dad on the other hand is being so annoying lately. He won't let me go out. I have to make excuses if I want to. This reminds me when I was schooling back then. I can go out whenever and come back whenever I want. Simple excuse is to study so he can't argue.

Then I am so stress out because lots of my friends has entered college leaving me alone in Shah Alam. Only companion is Haikal and he too is leaving me. Thank god he will be away only for 3 days in a week. Missing him though.

21 03 2010

10 03 2010

"I want to be myself again"