I'm trying to change the way I dress nowadays. Maybe because I'm afraid of what my boyfriend's mom would feel towards me. But at the same time, I'm afraid that I'm changing it for someone else and not for god who I was supposed to.
Maybe being afraid of what she thinks about me is a step of changing my own self. For the better of both world. What bugs me is that it is hard to find descent clothes now. It is either ugly or too expensive. And I can't afford to buy expensive clothes. I need to save money for something else too.
Life is hard but maybe if I pray hard enough it will turn out easy for me. If god wills it.
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