After all that had happened I realised that you can't trust people nowadays. Only your best friend. Currently, I only trust by two best friends that is Alia and Sarah.
So after my Sejarah and Bahasa Melayu intensive class ends, I hung out with Alia because I misses her so much and beside we haven't got to catch up lately. We opened all sorts of stories like last Friday Daniel did something that I'm not very proud of. I don't want to brag but i don't like guys who simply touch me just because he knew I used to like him. Newsflash Daniel, I don't anymore.
Now i decided to mind my own business. Lately, i don't feel like telling my problems to others but my sister Ayesha. I love her for that. Maybe because that I used to badmouth others (i repeat USED TO) and after I've got my punishment i started to repent and to not repeat the same mistakes.
That's where people got me wrong. Of course I talked. Other people talked too. They have to remember that I'm not the only one and they can't only blame me. If i did something wrong, I have to be told of the wrong things that i did. Not by being silent. Or else i wont change for the better. That's just me. Its true that at first I thought the things they said of what i did is absurd but then i started to realise my mistakes slowly.
This things takes time. It is immature if we just kept silent and just sulk or even make faces like "I don't want to befriend with you because you're mean". I mean that's just what we used to do when we were kids. Now we have grew into a more mature person. Dissatisfaction have to be told or else we will never change.
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